Nonsense.

Okay shits. HAHAHA! Explaining stuff through blog? Well, I messaged you on phone and even on MSN, and I’ve got no replies, so here goes, ass!

Wednesday. Do we really gossip? We do more catch-ups then gossiping, mind you. Seems like you totally not into our conversations during our every Wednesday meet up yeah?

I really don’t see the reason as to why you wanna complain about being left out during our secondary school days. Girl, class doesn’t matter. Your heart do. If you willing to be-friend with us, there’s always a way. The word “complain” doesn’t exist in this case.

Have we ever let you feel left out? Try recall and think about it, girl. You don’t need me to list out things that we did, for you.

Well, as far as I’m concern, we don’t want you to feel left out. But if you want then be it. I can’t control your life, anyway.

“We in uniform” and “we in home-wears”. That’s totally not a good reason and out of topic. Again I say, it’s our heart that matters. If you really have the heart to at least spare sometime for us, I don’t see the reason why.

Having me and Nabilah to be in the same school, doesn’t mean we get to meet each other everyday. You clearly don’t see the picture so don’t put the blame on ‘different schools’. Why the fuck? HAHA!

Okay you don’t entirely blame it on ‘different school’ but what I see is ‘different school’ is the subject you emphasize on for that paragraph.

Tell her Nabilah, do we always meet in school? Nabilah, you have your friends, I have mine. Am I right? And do I ever rescue you, Nabilah, when you have problems in school? I don’t right? Well as far as I’m concern, I never laid on Nabilah and vice versa for her too when we’re facing some problems in school. We all have our own friends to go with, like you, but still, we do spare some time for each other, girl. Every Wednesday, that is.

I too, like you, have got new friends -a lot of new friends be it my class mates, my school mates, my ADC mates or even my primary mates and my outside school friends to attend to or even hang out with!-, but I put them aside as I know and I’m sure that BKs are as important as my family and therefore, among my many friends, BKs are my first priorities, like what you yourself ever mention, I remind you in case you forget.

I hate it when you reminisce. I totally hate it, I swear.

13th of August; We don’t mind you going out with your family cause it’s your family after all. Family; our very first priority. We didn’t brag about it, so you don’t too.

20th of August; We let you go ahead with your RP mates since we knew that it’s your last meet-up with them. Again, we didn’t brag about it! Cause I don’t care! I swear I don’t fucking care about you go and have fun with them. Cause I’m having as much fun as you with the rest. Fair enough!

I know you terasa for my previous post; from 6 down to 4. HAHA!

To be honest, I hate the way your boyfriend communicates with us. Is there such thing as we asking some questions and get a question as our reply? Why the fuck? You should have taught him some morals. He show us attitude, we show him attitude in reply then. And you’re ashamed of us? HAHA! He starts it off, and you’re ashamed of us. It’s okay. Who are we, anyway!

Try comparing your boyfriend and Noriz, yourself. You should know and I shouldn’t explain about this.

Okay. Apologies won't heal. I don't need us to apologize to each other. I just need you to get your ass up to fucking think it hard. Stop this nonsense and don’t embarrass yourself. That's it.

I'm so not jealous like what Nabilah told you. I just want us to be like the old-times. Having fun and fun and more fun hanging out together. Which now, we can't as we individually busy with our own stuff. That Wednesday is the only day. That every Wednesday; couldn't you just put that date aside for us?

IT’S THE HEART THAT MATTERS!

Syaz. [Living, loving, knowing not..]