OhMyGod. I've been sucha busy women these days to even update my blog or go online for even a second. Until now then I got the time. And so I'm here to wish you all..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
And those who received my Hari Raya message, it's sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Especially Ahmad. *bitemylips* I've got no choice. I have to!
AND I'M THAT LUCKY GIRL ON EARTH! *grins* I didn't fast for only 3 days okay? Nabilah, read that again for confirmation!
And another thing that makes me that lucky girl is, Mama gave me a piece of hundred note for me to go for Avenged Sevenfold concert! Oh yeay! Fahmi! Cepat-cepat beli tix, nanti sold out! Tak kesampaian aku nanti nak jumpa Abg Bayang aku!
Irwan is the nicest brother I have on earth. He treat us to a donut each. And the very nice thing is that, all the donuts are of the same type. Irwan: Kan mcm gini senang. Korg tak gaduh over donuts. Semua fair. Me: -_______________________________-
OKAY DAH. ENJOY PEOPLE!
Syaz says;
Oh so tiring.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Oh so tiring.
Was supposed to meet Fad but I overshot my nap time. HAHA! Nice!
Went out with Mama to get Hari Raya stuff! AND I SAW AZMI! Actually I cannot really recognize him at first but when he said, "Tak ingat ah tu. Tak ingat ah tu!", then I know he's Azmi! He gained weight and the reason to it is, happy! -_-'
OMG. It's been sucha long long time the last time I saw him..
I can't wait for Abg Tarmizi's Wedding! Cause it's held in Malaysia which I never experience attending a wedding there.
Syaz says;
Another Wednesday meet-up.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Another Wednesday meet-up.
I'm out of words. Pictures!
And I saw Faizal on the way back home.
HAHA. Insya Allah Syaf. Will do just that. Tune in to my blog to find out more! *grins*
Syaz says;
More extensions? Coloured one, perhaps!
Monday, September 22, 2008
More extensions? Coloured one, perhaps!
Went shopping with Mama and Brother just now. Brother purposely skipped school for this. I swear we spent so much over not important stuff.
I saw Dino, working at Giordano. Had a good chat with him.
Mama spoiled my MP3 which I passed that down to her which means that MP3 belongs to her now. Brother bought her a new one for her birthday. It's Creative Zen Mozaic! Very preety! I wish to own one. Haii.. Mana nak own Wii, mana nak own MP3! RABAK.
Sister and me plan to add on a few more coloured extensions to our hair. I'll have grey-white maybe?
After sending Syaf her clothes at my void deck just now, sister and me head to bus stop to fetch Zul cause he say he's scared. -_____-
And he'll be staying over until he finish painting our room. So that'll be until tomorrow? Dah mcm betul-betul abang ipar aku pulak ni anak.
Oh. I almost forgot to share about this. We celebrated Mama's birthday at Sakura the other day. One of the waitors, named Shawn, is a friend to Zul. He's one very good-looking person. I shall not mention of the way he gave me the look and all cause I know, guys!
So just now, the moment Zul joined me and sister, he immediately tell me.
Zul: Ony! Shawn kirim salam!
Me: Eh? Eiii, Waalaikumsalam!
Sister: Eh! Dia kirim salam pat I jugak kan!
Wooooo~ Aku suka! Aku suka! Aku suka! Kakak jealous! HAHAHA!
Until today, I've not yet missed my fast! Aku suka jugak!
Syaz says;
20th of September, Saturday.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
20th of September, Saturday.
I am a day late to post about Mama’s birthday! But it’s okay. HAHA! So we siblings gotten Mama a phone keychain with her photo engraved in it, an Aussino bed sheet which she wanted all along and a photo cake which Zul contributed 100% for it.
Wanted to get Mama a Coach bag but she have one already. It’s a brand new and very expensive some more.
So, her day went very well having dinner at Sakura. Oh Mama, I hope you had a blissful birthday celebration!
Only God knows how deep I feel the love for my one and only Mama.
And this cute little kid here. Her name is Zima. She's Zul's niece. We went to Zul's home the other day.
Everything about her is cute and funny. I remember this one time, she spell out her family name one by one.
Zima: Haiqal! M-U-Z-Y-G, HAIQAL! Me: Ohh! Waaa! (I nodded to her spelling cause I really thought it was right. Until the second time she spelled it out, then I realised it's wrong.) Zima: Alif! H-Y-A-Z, ALIF! Me: Huh? Pandai sei Zima! Siapa ajar? Zima: Cikgu dah ajar Zima dah, tu sebab Zima pandai! Hamidah! Z-M-A-F-G-W, HAMIDAH! Me: Ah! Betul ah tuu! Zima primary berapa? Zima: Primary 3! *points 4 fingers up to me*. (While she's not even in Kindergarten yet!)
I swear I had a good laugh with her the other day. And sister told me that Haiqal(Zul's younger brother) is handsome. So I have a look on him. And, oh not!
HAFIZ! THANK YOU FOR THAT OH-SO-CUTE HARI RAYA CARD! APPRECIATE IT ALOT!
Syaz says;
Until the end.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Until the end.
Finally I have all the songs to Avenged Sevenfold new album! Oh yeay! *grins*
So this is one of the songs which to me is the nicest among all. It really touches my heart and it somehow linked to my life. Don't believe me? Check the lyrics out! (Except for which I don't drink at all. And I've never gone to jail. But I've been trapped for a friend once. So it's kind of the same. ) Or perhaps, sing along too!
The song has been automatically played on my blog, fyi. If it's not then, you do that little job yourself.
-- Weekends on young and angry streets We meet, drink 'till trouble found us there Living life as without a care
We've had our bouts, been black and blue Its true, I've even gone to jail for you, my friend Bet your life that I'd do it again
(Until the End)
Don't change the way you think of me We're from the same story Life moves on, can't stay the same But some of us, some worry
While some have gone their separate ways Theres some still caught up with the past instead But move on, you're missing most of your life
They say its hard to stay the same When some fail, while other men seem to gain, my friend I'll be with you here until the end
(Until the End)
Don't change the way you think of me We're from the same story Life moves on, can't stay the same But some of us, some worry We're all falling forward With no signs of slow And some moving faster Thats all that I wanted I wanted
You know its hard Its passing by Memories Be out all night To reminisce wont bring you back Just look ahead and hold on tight We're all falling forward With no signs of slow And some moving faster Thats all that I wanted I wanted
Don't change the way you think of me
Oh yeah Oh yeah Until the end Until the end Until the end --
And uh, my used-to-be-enemy, the guy one. Yes! He's okay with me already. Nope, I didn't make the first move. He did! HAHA! Nice!
Syaz says;
Forgive (you must!) and forget (as you wish!).
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Forgive (you must!) and forget (as you wish!).
As advised by Mama, I need to do this. Well, it’s not Hari Raya yet but yeah, I don’t know if I could still breathe this beatiful world in days to come. So I take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness from everyone whom I’ve hurt. That’s totally sincere from the bottom of my heart.
Anyway, I’ve lead a new and brighter life. I hold no grudges of him and her anymore. Release the awful past we had. “Yet the memories still remains...” that’s what his PM says which I totally agree with it; forgive but not forget.
I’ve got no more enemies now. Up to him and her to still label me as that. What I know is that’s my best intention.
Nope. I’m not sad. But I’m thankful to dearest God who opens up my heart to accept everything that happened to me all this while and gave me the courage and chance to seek for forgiveness. I love you God.
I know there’s a reason to everything that happened. And so once again, to everyone whom I’ve hurt before, thousand apologies from me.
Like Syaf, I’m already in Hari Raya mood. Hell this is fun! I can’t wait to eat those dishes. I can’t wait to put on my new Baju Raya. I can’t wait to meet those people whom I’ve not seen for months or perhaps, years? I can’t wait for money money money! I can’t wait for Hari Raya shows on Suria, RTM1, RTM2, TV3, SCTV and RCTI! I can’t wait for everything!
I am currently listening to Pulanglah by Aishah, one of Hari Raya songs. It touches my heart, really. Another song that touches my heart so deep is Cahaya Aidilfitri by BDB. Oh God, I can cry listening to these songs. Cause it reminds me of my late grandma and grandpas.
And I noticed something. Being single for years - the last day I’m in relationship is 30th of November 2004 - is nice. I get to meet different type of guys. It’s like i-met-this-guy-then-we-both-ignored-each-other-then-I-met-a-new-one-then-again-we-ignored-each-other-then-a-new-guy-came-and-the-story-goes-on. Seriously, it’s one after another. God doesn’t want me to feel lonely, I guess. And at the same time, God wants me to see different types of guys which at the end of the day, all I have to do is to choose the right one.
Oh Syaf. I have reasons to show my sister “DON’T BE SUCHA LAME-OOOO!”. She actually plans to do that since last year’s Hari Raya but to no avail. And this year she plans it again so I assume last year’s history will repeat itself. *winkwink* HAHAHA!
And it’s off day for sister and Zul tomorrow, I supposed. They should go as planned; paint the living room! OH YEAY!
Idayu was the first bestfriend who gets to see my rebonded and extended hair in real life! HAHAHA!
Syaz says;
What a day!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
What a day!
I've clean up over a thousand messages in my phone be it from good friends, enemies, best friends, old friends, new friends, my admirer, I-admire and also the unknowns who even begged to get to know me. Now it's left with some goodnight and oh-so-sweet messages to get it deleted.
For once I feel free from everything. I guess these messages I've received and been stored in my phone all these while might be the reason for helding me back. And now I've moved. Moving on for a much brighter days.
I overheard sister plan for her engagement day. She said she's gonna do it in a chalet. Oh cool! If like that, we can invite more people.
Above is a note I made out of fun. Sister told me she wants to make her own sampul duit raya(which I heard it since last year). Immediately I show the above note to her and make her tongue tied.
Another sister of mine too get it from me. Cause she's too irritating already. Brother is out with his friends. Therefore there's no chance for me to show him that.
We siblings played the alphabet game. We laughed alot. I swear I laugh till I cry. Until Mama and Ayah came over to have a look on us. -_______________-
On the brighter side of the note, laugh and laugh until you cry once you feel free from everything. Make up a new chapter to your life and never hold back your feelings.
Okay. This is something very stupid. HAHA! Sorry I've wasted your time reading this.
Syaz says;
Happy happy!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Happy happy!
Alright! I'm happy! I'm happy! I'm happy! Cause I've got 2 goooooood news in a day! First, I passed all my modules. Second, AVENGED SEVENFOLD WILL BE COMING OVER TO SINGAPORE! Oh yeay! And thank you Fahmi for that info!
This year, I've to make sure that I should go for their concert! I MUST! Cause I missed last years SingFest!
Click picture for clearer view.
Despite those goooood news, I do have some bad stories to share too. Remember that guy? That my-used-to-be-friend-which-is-now-an-enemy? Yes! That guy! After so long, he starts the conversation with me today asking about result. And swear, he never called me by 'Syaz' which he did, just now! -___________-
Nevertheless, I'm still feeling goooooood!
And ohh, my phone's fall ill again today. Again, 11 messages been held back. Thousand apologies sisters, Idayu, Hurairah, Nabilah, Faizal, Lina, Hafiz, Kian Heng and Saiidah for replying you all late.
But still, I'm feeling goooooood! Oh yeay! I have to make it for laki aku; M. Shadows!
And yes, I changed my playlist. Let's get back on these 'memories' track. The Ataris; that is. Lagu zaman early secondary days.
Syaz says;
Results out!
Results out!
THANK GOD. THANK GOD. THANK GOD!
I PASSED ALL MY MODULES FOR SEMESTER 1!
THANK GOD. THANK GOD. THANK GOD!
I LOVE YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU GOD!
OKAY LET'S PARTY! BEFORE SEMESTER 2 STARTS!
*CLAPS*
Syaz says;
Extensions.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Extensions.
Okay. I had my hair extend just now. And I love my new hair for the time being. Well, not that it's nice but... ahhh! I just love it. Mine is nicer than my sisters' though.
I bumped into alot of people I knew just now. Be it my cousins, friends and even old friends! There is one who even calls out for me but unfortunately, I really can't recall who he is. I bet he's my primary mates? Or someone who lives near to my home?
As usual went out with Mama and Sister is oh-so-fun! But I didn't ask for things though. I've had enough of having them to pay for the things I want.
Like yesterday, I moshedagain in the middle of Geylang Serai. -_______________- Just that today I moshed together with Mama and Sister while yesterday with Atiqah and Idayu. Moshing is indeed, fun.
Alright, let's try and be independant! WORK! Hell no. No job wants me. -_-
I received a message from Hafiz who asked for my home address. He wants to send me 'card raya'. YEAY! *claps* You know the last time I get 'card raya' was when I'm in Secondary 2, from my Hadrah. A very long time ago.
And yeah, if I go out again tomorrow, I'm breaking my whole 18years record! Cause I never went out for the whole week straight to enjoy myself okay!
Syaz says;
T&J!
Friday, September 12, 2008
T&J!
Went back down to CCSS with the intention to train the cadets. Instead of that, we slacked in the Art Room most of the time having a good chat with Haz, Abbas and Riduan.
I don't know the difference between a killer whale and a dolphin. Hell! Abbas drew his killer whale just like a dolphin. I swear I see a dolphin. And they say I'm lack of watching TV during my childhood. Ada ke patut!
And Riduan invites to go for his performance tomorrow at Courts(?). I can't hear him well.
Nabilah and me went off early cause we have our own primary mates meet-up. Therefore I met Idayu late. Blame the bus!
Had a good chat with her in the bus on the way to Atiqah's home. And uh, the reason why we head to Atiqah's home is because her mum invite us in for break fast together. Unfortunately, we're late!
Nevertheless, we still had our dinner there. Thank you eh cik, buat susah-susah jek. Korg faham kan aku ni mcm mana. Pemalu sangat-sangat!
And ohh, Firdaus! We bumped into him again just now. And this time we get to chat for few lines. He's in TP now!
Messaged Ain to come down and this is what she replied, "Aku skg tinggal pat Bukit Batok. Rumah aku. Dgn laki aku.."
I'm like.. wow-oh-wow!
In Atiqah's room.
That's her! That's her! That's her! Look at her facial expression; priceless!
This is Dian. I had an interview with her regarding her life story. She's only 2 years old so that's why she's pelat. Infront of her is Atiqah, staring and giving her don't-tell-her-my-secrets! look.
Me: Nama siapa?
Dian: Iyan.
Atiqah: Dian!
Me: Oh. Dian.. *pointing to Atiqah* Ni mama eh?
Dian: *nods*
Atiqah: Ye lahh tuu! (Trying to deny.)
Me: Waahh! (I'm curious of who's her dad. Therefore I ask..) Ayah nama siapa?
Dian: Mamat!
Me: Haa?! Mamat? (Cause as what Atiqah confessed, his dad is M. Shadoo.. So I turned to look at Atiqah.)
Then we went off to Bazaar Geylang and we only concentrate on foods. Nothing else but food. And policeman too! Bought Tako-Balls and have it at the void deck. With oh-so-pekat Bandung.
Walked around again and tire ourselves up, then off we went home. Sucha great day and night with all of you!
Tom & Jerry. =D
Syaz says;
Another card.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Another card.
Oh nope. I didn't put on extensions today. Maybe this weekend(?).
I went out again with Mama to Lavender to collect my IC. This time Mama's gonna keep that IC and I'm gonna keep the 'fake' IC. Okay, at least another card to keep inside my wallet. You know I've been bragging about the feeling of emptiness for my wallet.
I saw Firdaus, one of my primary mates, on the way back home with his mother. I remember the last time I talked with him when I was in Primary 6. Only today after years I get to see him.
I hate unknown callers. Isn't they're tired of getting unanswered calls? I wish to kick them in the ass.
I HAD STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE! YUMMY!
Syaz says;
Well hello, new hair!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Well hello, new hair!
I am back again to update for this Wednesday meet-up. It was as blissful as it is. These people below were the ones I had fun with.
We had dinner at Simei Banquet this time. Then slacked at this very-nice-place-to-slack and had our photo taking session there. Fatin's attitude is sooo like his brother. *laughlaughlaugh*
I had my hair rebonded in the morning. Supposed to go for extentions with sister but she's late, so I decided to join Nabilah and Syaf and do the extentions tomorrow(?). Again, I'll see how.
And I'm not used to having this kind of hair! -_-' The feeling is so different which I wish to have my original hair back! Go on.. Roll your eyes people! Haha.
Now I can't wait for Friday! Another outing with Hammies! *grins*
Syaz says;
Family Outing.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Family Outing.
Alright. I just got back from an outing to Giant and Courts with my family. And Mama got me a new Notebook Mouse since mine spoilt. Nice!
And oh, we buka-ed at Rasa21 cause Mama heard that the food is nice and she wants to give it a try. But it turned out that she don't really like and that she prefers Mak's Place better.
I was stunned cause when I do the walking, I don't really pay attention to the people around me. So when Faiz greeted me, I then give the oh-I-know-him look and greeted him back.
For this year Hari Raya, I wish to rebond my hair and put some extensions and make it look like Ashley Tisdale's original hair. Oh my! Hers is so damn preety.
Syaz says;
ADC Outing.
Yesterday was hell fun. An outing with ADC Mates. It'd be more nicer if Ikhsan was around. I'm out of words. Go to Nabilah's blog for more explanation. And I'm gonna post some crazy pictures here. Well, not some. ALL! Aku suka amek gambar-gambar bodoh. -_______-
With Faris.
Me: Faris! Formal Faris!
Me: Okay! Peace pulak!
Faris: HAA? (with his mouth wide open)
Me: AH! Bagus! Tgk camera!
Faris: *grins*
With Saiidah.
Me: Dengan belon lagi?
Saiidah: In-formal2!
Me: OKAY. In-formal. EH! IN-FORMAL LAH!
With Nabilah.
Me: Huh? Dah ready?
Me: Okay dah!
Me: Nabilah! Rock-on Nabilah!
Nabilah: ROCK ON!
Perfect group photo, NOT!
I like this picture. It'd be perfect if Faris lower down his hand, then I fit in below Nabilah. Right2?
And this guy beside me here snapped 'scene' pictures. Muka tak perlu heh Faris!
One example below. 'Scene' pictures! -______-
Nabilah: Oi! Sakit lah sei! *iiissssssssssshh*
Me: Sini-sini! AKU TOLONG! *hiaaaaaaaak*
Nabilah: ADOOOIII! KEPALA AKU SAKIT!
Me: Masyaallah! Sorry! Aku tak sengaja!
Okay. In the count of 3, let's 'aww'. 1-2-3! "AWWW!"
Me: Aku nak ejek, kau nak apa? *tease*
Faris: Ejek jugak ah! *tease*
Me: Aku nak step cute. *makeface*
Nabilah: Aku pun lah! *makeface*
*laughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaugh* I love yesterday.
Tak perlu nak perah minyak lah sei!
Syaz says;
Busy.
Busy.
OhMyGod. I've been sucha busy women these days to even update my blog or go online for even a second. Until now then I got the time. And so I'm here to wish you all..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
And those who received my Hari Raya message, it's sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Especially Ahmad. *bitemylips* I've got no choice. I have to!
AND I'M THAT LUCKY GIRL ON EARTH! *grins* I didn't fast for only 3 days okay? Nabilah, read that again for confirmation!
And another thing that makes me that lucky girl is, Mama gave me a piece of hundred note for me to go for Avenged Sevenfold concert! Oh yeay! Fahmi! Cepat-cepat beli tix, nanti sold out! Tak kesampaian aku nanti nak jumpa Abg Bayang aku!
Irwan is the nicest brother I have on earth. He treat us to a donut each. And the very nice thing is that, all the donuts are of the same type. Irwan: Kan mcm gini senang. Korg tak gaduh over donuts. Semua fair. Me: -_______________________________-
OKAY DAH. ENJOY PEOPLE!
Syaz says;
Oh so tiring.
Oh so tiring.
Was supposed to meet Fad but I overshot my nap time. HAHA! Nice!
Went out with Mama to get Hari Raya stuff! AND I SAW AZMI! Actually I cannot really recognize him at first but when he said, "Tak ingat ah tu. Tak ingat ah tu!", then I know he's Azmi! He gained weight and the reason to it is, happy! -_-'
OMG. It's been sucha long long time the last time I saw him..
I can't wait for Abg Tarmizi's Wedding! Cause it's held in Malaysia which I never experience attending a wedding there.
Syaz says;
Another Wednesday meet-up.
Another Wednesday meet-up.
I'm out of words. Pictures!
And I saw Faizal on the way back home.
HAHA. Insya Allah Syaf. Will do just that. Tune in to my blog to find out more! *grins*
Syaz says;
More extensions? Coloured one, perhaps!
More extensions? Coloured one, perhaps!
Went shopping with Mama and Brother just now. Brother purposely skipped school for this. I swear we spent so much over not important stuff.
I saw Dino, working at Giordano. Had a good chat with him.
Mama spoiled my MP3 which I passed that down to her which means that MP3 belongs to her now. Brother bought her a new one for her birthday. It's Creative Zen Mozaic! Very preety! I wish to own one. Haii.. Mana nak own Wii, mana nak own MP3! RABAK.
Sister and me plan to add on a few more coloured extensions to our hair. I'll have grey-white maybe?
After sending Syaf her clothes at my void deck just now, sister and me head to bus stop to fetch Zul cause he say he's scared. -_____-
And he'll be staying over until he finish painting our room. So that'll be until tomorrow? Dah mcm betul-betul abang ipar aku pulak ni anak.
Oh. I almost forgot to share about this. We celebrated Mama's birthday at Sakura the other day. One of the waitors, named Shawn, is a friend to Zul. He's one very good-looking person. I shall not mention of the way he gave me the look and all cause I know, guys!
So just now, the moment Zul joined me and sister, he immediately tell me.
Zul: Ony! Shawn kirim salam!
Me: Eh? Eiii, Waalaikumsalam!
Sister: Eh! Dia kirim salam pat I jugak kan!
Wooooo~ Aku suka! Aku suka! Aku suka! Kakak jealous! HAHAHA!
Until today, I've not yet missed my fast! Aku suka jugak!
Syaz says;
20th of September, Saturday.
20th of September, Saturday.
I am a day late to post about Mama’s birthday! But it’s okay. HAHA! So we siblings gotten Mama a phone keychain with her photo engraved in it, an Aussino bed sheet which she wanted all along and a photo cake which Zul contributed 100% for it.
Wanted to get Mama a Coach bag but she have one already. It’s a brand new and very expensive some more.
So, her day went very well having dinner at Sakura. Oh Mama, I hope you had a blissful birthday celebration!
Only God knows how deep I feel the love for my one and only Mama.
And this cute little kid here. Her name is Zima. She's Zul's niece. We went to Zul's home the other day.
Everything about her is cute and funny. I remember this one time, she spell out her family name one by one.
Zima: Haiqal! M-U-Z-Y-G, HAIQAL! Me: Ohh! Waaa! (I nodded to her spelling cause I really thought it was right. Until the second time she spelled it out, then I realised it's wrong.) Zima: Alif! H-Y-A-Z, ALIF! Me: Huh? Pandai sei Zima! Siapa ajar? Zima: Cikgu dah ajar Zima dah, tu sebab Zima pandai! Hamidah! Z-M-A-F-G-W, HAMIDAH! Me: Ah! Betul ah tuu! Zima primary berapa? Zima: Primary 3! *points 4 fingers up to me*. (While she's not even in Kindergarten yet!)
I swear I had a good laugh with her the other day. And sister told me that Haiqal(Zul's younger brother) is handsome. So I have a look on him. And, oh not!
HAFIZ! THANK YOU FOR THAT OH-SO-CUTE HARI RAYA CARD! APPRECIATE IT ALOT!
Syaz says;
Until the end.
Until the end.
Finally I have all the songs to Avenged Sevenfold new album! Oh yeay! *grins*
So this is one of the songs which to me is the nicest among all. It really touches my heart and it somehow linked to my life. Don't believe me? Check the lyrics out! (Except for which I don't drink at all. And I've never gone to jail. But I've been trapped for a friend once. So it's kind of the same. ) Or perhaps, sing along too!
The song has been automatically played on my blog, fyi. If it's not then, you do that little job yourself.
-- Weekends on young and angry streets We meet, drink 'till trouble found us there Living life as without a care
We've had our bouts, been black and blue Its true, I've even gone to jail for you, my friend Bet your life that I'd do it again
(Until the End)
Don't change the way you think of me We're from the same story Life moves on, can't stay the same But some of us, some worry
While some have gone their separate ways Theres some still caught up with the past instead But move on, you're missing most of your life
They say its hard to stay the same When some fail, while other men seem to gain, my friend I'll be with you here until the end
(Until the End)
Don't change the way you think of me We're from the same story Life moves on, can't stay the same But some of us, some worry We're all falling forward With no signs of slow And some moving faster Thats all that I wanted I wanted
You know its hard Its passing by Memories Be out all night To reminisce wont bring you back Just look ahead and hold on tight We're all falling forward With no signs of slow And some moving faster Thats all that I wanted I wanted
Don't change the way you think of me
Oh yeah Oh yeah Until the end Until the end Until the end --
And uh, my used-to-be-enemy, the guy one. Yes! He's okay with me already. Nope, I didn't make the first move. He did! HAHA! Nice!
Syaz says;
Forgive (you must!) and forget (as you wish!).
Forgive (you must!) and forget (as you wish!).
As advised by Mama, I need to do this. Well, it’s not Hari Raya yet but yeah, I don’t know if I could still breathe this beatiful world in days to come. So I take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness from everyone whom I’ve hurt. That’s totally sincere from the bottom of my heart.
Anyway, I’ve lead a new and brighter life. I hold no grudges of him and her anymore. Release the awful past we had. “Yet the memories still remains...” that’s what his PM says which I totally agree with it; forgive but not forget.
I’ve got no more enemies now. Up to him and her to still label me as that. What I know is that’s my best intention.
Nope. I’m not sad. But I’m thankful to dearest God who opens up my heart to accept everything that happened to me all this while and gave me the courage and chance to seek for forgiveness. I love you God.
I know there’s a reason to everything that happened. And so once again, to everyone whom I’ve hurt before, thousand apologies from me.
Like Syaf, I’m already in Hari Raya mood. Hell this is fun! I can’t wait to eat those dishes. I can’t wait to put on my new Baju Raya. I can’t wait to meet those people whom I’ve not seen for months or perhaps, years? I can’t wait for money money money! I can’t wait for Hari Raya shows on Suria, RTM1, RTM2, TV3, SCTV and RCTI! I can’t wait for everything!
I am currently listening to Pulanglah by Aishah, one of Hari Raya songs. It touches my heart, really. Another song that touches my heart so deep is Cahaya Aidilfitri by BDB. Oh God, I can cry listening to these songs. Cause it reminds me of my late grandma and grandpas.
And I noticed something. Being single for years - the last day I’m in relationship is 30th of November 2004 - is nice. I get to meet different type of guys. It’s like i-met-this-guy-then-we-both-ignored-each-other-then-I-met-a-new-one-then-again-we-ignored-each-other-then-a-new-guy-came-and-the-story-goes-on. Seriously, it’s one after another. God doesn’t want me to feel lonely, I guess. And at the same time, God wants me to see different types of guys which at the end of the day, all I have to do is to choose the right one.
Oh Syaf. I have reasons to show my sister “DON’T BE SUCHA LAME-OOOO!”. She actually plans to do that since last year’s Hari Raya but to no avail. And this year she plans it again so I assume last year’s history will repeat itself. *winkwink* HAHAHA!
And it’s off day for sister and Zul tomorrow, I supposed. They should go as planned; paint the living room! OH YEAY!
Idayu was the first bestfriend who gets to see my rebonded and extended hair in real life! HAHAHA!
Syaz says;
What a day!
What a day!
I've clean up over a thousand messages in my phone be it from good friends, enemies, best friends, old friends, new friends, my admirer, I-admire and also the unknowns who even begged to get to know me. Now it's left with some goodnight and oh-so-sweet messages to get it deleted.
For once I feel free from everything. I guess these messages I've received and been stored in my phone all these while might be the reason for helding me back. And now I've moved. Moving on for a much brighter days.
I overheard sister plan for her engagement day. She said she's gonna do it in a chalet. Oh cool! If like that, we can invite more people.
Above is a note I made out of fun. Sister told me she wants to make her own sampul duit raya(which I heard it since last year). Immediately I show the above note to her and make her tongue tied.
Another sister of mine too get it from me. Cause she's too irritating already. Brother is out with his friends. Therefore there's no chance for me to show him that.
We siblings played the alphabet game. We laughed alot. I swear I laugh till I cry. Until Mama and Ayah came over to have a look on us. -_______________-
On the brighter side of the note, laugh and laugh until you cry once you feel free from everything. Make up a new chapter to your life and never hold back your feelings.
Okay. This is something very stupid. HAHA! Sorry I've wasted your time reading this.
Syaz says;
Happy happy!
Happy happy!
Alright! I'm happy! I'm happy! I'm happy! Cause I've got 2 goooooood news in a day! First, I passed all my modules. Second, AVENGED SEVENFOLD WILL BE COMING OVER TO SINGAPORE! Oh yeay! And thank you Fahmi for that info!
This year, I've to make sure that I should go for their concert! I MUST! Cause I missed last years SingFest!
Click picture for clearer view.
Despite those goooood news, I do have some bad stories to share too. Remember that guy? That my-used-to-be-friend-which-is-now-an-enemy? Yes! That guy! After so long, he starts the conversation with me today asking about result. And swear, he never called me by 'Syaz' which he did, just now! -___________-
Nevertheless, I'm still feeling goooooood!
And ohh, my phone's fall ill again today. Again, 11 messages been held back. Thousand apologies sisters, Idayu, Hurairah, Nabilah, Faizal, Lina, Hafiz, Kian Heng and Saiidah for replying you all late.
But still, I'm feeling goooooood! Oh yeay! I have to make it for laki aku; M. Shadows!
And yes, I changed my playlist. Let's get back on these 'memories' track. The Ataris; that is. Lagu zaman early secondary days.
Syaz says;
Results out!
Results out!
THANK GOD. THANK GOD. THANK GOD!
I PASSED ALL MY MODULES FOR SEMESTER 1!
THANK GOD. THANK GOD. THANK GOD!
I LOVE YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU GOD!
OKAY LET'S PARTY! BEFORE SEMESTER 2 STARTS!
*CLAPS*
Syaz says;
Extensions.
Extensions.
Okay. I had my hair extend just now. And I love my new hair for the time being. Well, not that it's nice but... ahhh! I just love it. Mine is nicer than my sisters' though.
I bumped into alot of people I knew just now. Be it my cousins, friends and even old friends! There is one who even calls out for me but unfortunately, I really can't recall who he is. I bet he's my primary mates? Or someone who lives near to my home?
As usual went out with Mama and Sister is oh-so-fun! But I didn't ask for things though. I've had enough of having them to pay for the things I want.
Like yesterday, I moshedagain in the middle of Geylang Serai. -_______________- Just that today I moshed together with Mama and Sister while yesterday with Atiqah and Idayu. Moshing is indeed, fun.
Alright, let's try and be independant! WORK! Hell no. No job wants me. -_-
I received a message from Hafiz who asked for my home address. He wants to send me 'card raya'. YEAY! *claps* You know the last time I get 'card raya' was when I'm in Secondary 2, from my Hadrah. A very long time ago.
And yeah, if I go out again tomorrow, I'm breaking my whole 18years record! Cause I never went out for the whole week straight to enjoy myself okay!
Syaz says;
T&J!
T&J!
Went back down to CCSS with the intention to train the cadets. Instead of that, we slacked in the Art Room most of the time having a good chat with Haz, Abbas and Riduan.
I don't know the difference between a killer whale and a dolphin. Hell! Abbas drew his killer whale just like a dolphin. I swear I see a dolphin. And they say I'm lack of watching TV during my childhood. Ada ke patut!
And Riduan invites to go for his performance tomorrow at Courts(?). I can't hear him well.
Nabilah and me went off early cause we have our own primary mates meet-up. Therefore I met Idayu late. Blame the bus!
Had a good chat with her in the bus on the way to Atiqah's home. And uh, the reason why we head to Atiqah's home is because her mum invite us in for break fast together. Unfortunately, we're late!
Nevertheless, we still had our dinner there. Thank you eh cik, buat susah-susah jek. Korg faham kan aku ni mcm mana. Pemalu sangat-sangat!
And ohh, Firdaus! We bumped into him again just now. And this time we get to chat for few lines. He's in TP now!
Messaged Ain to come down and this is what she replied, "Aku skg tinggal pat Bukit Batok. Rumah aku. Dgn laki aku.."
I'm like.. wow-oh-wow!
In Atiqah's room.
That's her! That's her! That's her! Look at her facial expression; priceless!
This is Dian. I had an interview with her regarding her life story. She's only 2 years old so that's why she's pelat. Infront of her is Atiqah, staring and giving her don't-tell-her-my-secrets! look.
Me: Nama siapa?
Dian: Iyan.
Atiqah: Dian!
Me: Oh. Dian.. *pointing to Atiqah* Ni mama eh?
Dian: *nods*
Atiqah: Ye lahh tuu! (Trying to deny.)
Me: Waahh! (I'm curious of who's her dad. Therefore I ask..) Ayah nama siapa?
Dian: Mamat!
Me: Haa?! Mamat? (Cause as what Atiqah confessed, his dad is M. Shadoo.. So I turned to look at Atiqah.)
Then we went off to Bazaar Geylang and we only concentrate on foods. Nothing else but food. And policeman too! Bought Tako-Balls and have it at the void deck. With oh-so-pekat Bandung.
Walked around again and tire ourselves up, then off we went home. Sucha great day and night with all of you!
Tom & Jerry. =D
Syaz says;
Another card.
Another card.
Oh nope. I didn't put on extensions today. Maybe this weekend(?).
I went out again with Mama to Lavender to collect my IC. This time Mama's gonna keep that IC and I'm gonna keep the 'fake' IC. Okay, at least another card to keep inside my wallet. You know I've been bragging about the feeling of emptiness for my wallet.
I saw Firdaus, one of my primary mates, on the way back home with his mother. I remember the last time I talked with him when I was in Primary 6. Only today after years I get to see him.
I hate unknown callers. Isn't they're tired of getting unanswered calls? I wish to kick them in the ass.
I HAD STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE! YUMMY!
Syaz says;
Well hello, new hair!
Well hello, new hair!
I am back again to update for this Wednesday meet-up. It was as blissful as it is. These people below were the ones I had fun with.
We had dinner at Simei Banquet this time. Then slacked at this very-nice-place-to-slack and had our photo taking session there. Fatin's attitude is sooo like his brother. *laughlaughlaugh*
I had my hair rebonded in the morning. Supposed to go for extentions with sister but she's late, so I decided to join Nabilah and Syaf and do the extentions tomorrow(?). Again, I'll see how.
And I'm not used to having this kind of hair! -_-' The feeling is so different which I wish to have my original hair back! Go on.. Roll your eyes people! Haha.
Now I can't wait for Friday! Another outing with Hammies! *grins*
Syaz says;
Family Outing.
Family Outing.
Alright. I just got back from an outing to Giant and Courts with my family. And Mama got me a new Notebook Mouse since mine spoilt. Nice!
And oh, we buka-ed at Rasa21 cause Mama heard that the food is nice and she wants to give it a try. But it turned out that she don't really like and that she prefers Mak's Place better.
I was stunned cause when I do the walking, I don't really pay attention to the people around me. So when Faiz greeted me, I then give the oh-I-know-him look and greeted him back.
For this year Hari Raya, I wish to rebond my hair and put some extensions and make it look like Ashley Tisdale's original hair. Oh my! Hers is so damn preety.
Syaz says;
ADC Outing.
Yesterday was hell fun. An outing with ADC Mates. It'd be more nicer if Ikhsan was around. I'm out of words. Go to Nabilah's blog for more explanation. And I'm gonna post some crazy pictures here. Well, not some. ALL! Aku suka amek gambar-gambar bodoh. -_______-
With Faris.
Me: Faris! Formal Faris!
Me: Okay! Peace pulak!
Faris: HAA? (with his mouth wide open)
Me: AH! Bagus! Tgk camera!
Faris: *grins*
With Saiidah.
Me: Dengan belon lagi?
Saiidah: In-formal2!
Me: OKAY. In-formal. EH! IN-FORMAL LAH!
With Nabilah.
Me: Huh? Dah ready?
Me: Okay dah!
Me: Nabilah! Rock-on Nabilah!
Nabilah: ROCK ON!
Perfect group photo, NOT!
I like this picture. It'd be perfect if Faris lower down his hand, then I fit in below Nabilah. Right2?
And this guy beside me here snapped 'scene' pictures. Muka tak perlu heh Faris!
One example below. 'Scene' pictures! -______-
Nabilah: Oi! Sakit lah sei! *iiissssssssssshh*
Me: Sini-sini! AKU TOLONG! *hiaaaaaaaak*
Nabilah: ADOOOIII! KEPALA AKU SAKIT!
Me: Masyaallah! Sorry! Aku tak sengaja!
Okay. In the count of 3, let's 'aww'. 1-2-3! "AWWW!"
Me: Aku nak ejek, kau nak apa? *tease*
Faris: Ejek jugak ah! *tease*
Me: Aku nak step cute. *makeface*
Nabilah: Aku pun lah! *makeface*
*laughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaugh* I love yesterday.
