Make my day.

Last night, I damp my bed sheet. My eyes got swollen. I suffered block nose, headache. Oh, this feeling just sucks. I’m not sick; I admit I’m weak and sensitive these days. I don’t need medicine. Just a few packets of tissues might help. And oh, I do snap at anyone so easily. I’m a monster indeed. I wish Muhammad Firdaus was there to be my saviour and destroy this monster. And make me to be me.

Teacher: Why are you so down?
I look up to see who he’s talking to.
Teacher: And your eyes are swollen! Why? Are you okay?
I just smiled and gave him the I’m-okay-not-to-worry-look. He’s sucha caring teacher indeed.

A day when I get to meet up with my best friends is the nicest day of all whereby I get to forget everything and be myself. With them, everything is possible. I was pissed at first for Nabilah and me were always the first two to be there for every meet up. And I even intend to just go home and have some rest as a replacement for last night. But after everything, I decided to just go on and enjoy with these precious people.








It was a really nice day indeed which as usual I’m Ismail’s and Fahmi’s bully victim. Oh best friends, again on behalf of my Ayah, I thank you all for the buah hati!

HAPPY 2009 all!

I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear..

Stomachepain. Heartpain. Everywherepain.

I sound so pathetic by going to school for an hour only because I'm having abdomen pain yesterday. Thank you friends for your concern. I'm grateful to have classmates like all of you okay!

Like seriously, even though we're not that close(which we are only during lessons), still I feel a sense of care and concern when I'm with them.

And as for today, after so long then I got to taste those Tako Balls again with Nabilah though I'm not craving for one. Now I'm craving for Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream. Okay, not now actually. It's been weeks!

Oh yes. I am not going to ask Muhammad Firdaus out or fetch me from school, ever again. That's my first and my last. Mark my word Nabilah, mark my word. Muhammad Firdaus, you too.

Talking about that, my lecture mate, Arfan, lives nearby my home. Maybe we should have a routine of going to school and going back home together daily? It'll be nice. Or maybe we could get Safirah to tag along as we take 72 to Tampines together. Good idea? Hell yeah.

And I'm having another 2 pathetic hours in school tomorrow since it's a tradition for NYP to have half day off for new year's eve. Nice. -__________- Luckily no need to bring laptop tomorrow which if not, i'll be having hand-aches.

So tomorrow I'll end school at 1. And will be meeting my bestfriends. Wednesday! Wednesday! Eating spot; blk 136! Make sure no more changes this time okay?

Common Test updates. I failed my Electrical Principle. I passed my Engineering Maths.

I just don't......feel it

SuchAdorable boyfriend.

I asked Muhammad Firdaus when he'll be making me my spaghetti as promised. I sound like one pathetic girl who've never tried eating spaghetti all my life and that's the first time I wanna try. Okay fine, it's true enough that it's my first time trying his spaghetti. And I also include "Dh lah you nk tinggalkan i very soon. " (leaving me as in, leaving me for NS) in my sms for him.

So he replied.
U!! I sepak u jugak sey!! Dun say tat i akan tinggalkn u la!! Sound so wrong sey!! I love u la bby!! Hmph!!

He gets mad for the very first time, mind you. I read his messages as I imagined his reaction. So I replied him.
Omg. You're soo cute like that. Sampai want to sepak me. Haha. I love you! *kiss*

And then he replied.
Ape sey.. Org ngah mengamuk.. Then u ckp gtu.. Tk jadi sey.. Haiya.. Haha!! Yala.. U ckp gtu sound so wrong sey.. Jgn ckp gtu lagi kae.. Mwuarckz!!

HAHAHA! He really gets mad okay! How more cuter can he be! Dah lah R karat. *laughlaughlaugh*

Try imagine lah! "U!! I sepak u jugak sey!! Dun say tat i akan tinggalkn u la!! Sound so wong sey!! I love u la bby!! Hmph!!" and "Ape sey.. Owang ngah mengamuk.. Then u ckp gtu.. Tk jadi sey.. Haiya.. Haha!! Yala.. U ckp gtu sound so wong sey.. Jgn ckp gtu lagi kae.. Mwuawckz!!

HAHAHA! Okay, I stop.

No Muhammad Firdaus, don't get me wrong. I'm not critisizing you or whatever. Just that you're very cute like that, seriously! And that made my day though Zul came over for nothing else but disturbing me with his "bee" joke.

And you all know what? I mean, you all as in, Nabilah! Syaf! *wavesforattention* Muhammad Firdaus is in the same wushu participant as us during our sec 2 NDP days lah sei! Woo~

So anyway, Selamat Tahun Baru Islam Muslims!

Holidays out. Schools in. Happy schooling! -_____________________-

Time oh time. Can you go slower? I don't want 6 January to come by. *sniffsniff* Nabilah, I know what you're thinking. I'm strong okay! That "sniff" is because, I'm having running nose now. Sick(!), not after-cry kay! HAHAHA! *teaseNabilah*

I'll hold on to this moments..

Thank God.

I am that happiest girl on earth to know that Ayah can be discharge today, right that second when I reached the hospital! Seriously.

Despite the fact that Mama's friend told us that with that sickness, they can only be discharged after a week stay in hospital. And I actually believe it all since they say, they've experienced it before. -_____________-

And oh, did you all know that Ayah been warded yesterday morning, which I'm afraid you all don't cause I only tell those who were to be told. So yeah.

And the operation went well last night. Thank you so much, DR Zul! Therefore, Ayah can be discharged today in the afternoon.

I'm supposed to meet Muhammad Firdaus at 1pm but I dragged the time to 3pm. I'm sucha sweet daughter *clearsthroat* to settle the hospital billings and medicines and also, be with Ayah until he reached home safely, then I met Muhammad Firdaus at my void deck, then off to Nora's birthday picnic.

It was nice. I had fun tau Muhammad Firdaus! But you smoke countless sticks. *shakeheads* NOT GOOD! And so again, I let the pictures explain it all.











Muhammad Firdaus, we still need to save some cash to get Nora her belated gift tau! Remember!




If you get what I mean, Muhammad Firdaus! Call me short, I'll kick you. *tease*

No, I'm not tryna imply that icon on me, cause I believe I am tall. I just find that it's cute and it somehow win my heart to post it here. -_________-

With everything, I won't let this go..

Beach-ing with family!









Joke of the day.
Ayah, like we teenagers snap our own photos using my camera. Cute kepe!

It does exist..

That usual Wednesday meet up.

I've got no mood to explain today. So let's just have the pictures to do the talking.


At Malleo's Restaurant.






At Starbucks Coffee.





At Polar High Street Cafe.

HOT CHOCOLATE, my all-time-favourite.

They always come back..

Print Screen.

I am currently chatting with Muhammad Firdaus. And I love to draw. Wee~

Aku gila, aku tau! -________________-

I love you.. You love me. We are happy family..

Cash Studio-ing with siblings and Dearest Love.

Sister ask us along for a karaoke session. And she treat us all to everything. Nice! Zizi should have followed us mann! Cause it was really fun!


At Cash Studio.













At Nana Thai.





Christmas Town Walk Around.









At home.



And Muhammad Firdaus and Zul only went back after having a very loooooonnnnnnnnggggggg chat with Ayah. *laughs*

Creating this beautiful...memory of love.