Last night, I damp my bed sheet. My eyes got swollen. I suffered block nose, headache. Oh, this feeling just sucks. I’m not sick; I admit I’m weak and sensitive these days. I don’t need medicine. Just a few packets of tissues might help. And oh, I do snap at anyone so easily. I’m a monster indeed. I wish Muhammad Firdaus was there to be my saviour and destroy this monster. And make me to be me.
Teacher: Why are you so down?
I look up to see who he’s talking to.
Teacher: And your eyes are swollen! Why? Are you okay?
I just smiled and gave him the I’m-okay-not-to-worry-look. He’s sucha caring teacher indeed.
A day when I get to meet up with my best friends is the nicest day of all whereby I get to forget everything and be myself. With them, everything is possible. I was pissed at first for Nabilah and me were always the first two to be there for every meet up. And I even intend to just go home and have some rest as a replacement for last night. But after everything, I decided to just go on and enjoy with these precious people.
It was a really nice day indeed which as usual I’m Ismail’s and Fahmi’s bully victim. Oh best friends, again on behalf of my Ayah, I thank you all for the buah hati!
HAPPY 2009 all!
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear..