And that's the reason. A picture speaks a thousand words. It's sad to actually think and keep thinking over it like I'm the guilty one. Cause I'd end myself up thinking nonsense then I'd get mad and would find trouble with him. I wish to get over it like I've told him but it's way too difficult then I ever thought before. I know it's hurting him to see me in this situation, but it's killing me. Oh Allah, please help me through this pain. I really don't wanna lose him cause he's the only one who managed to re-open up my heart and let me fall in love again (which I believe he's not like any other guy I knew before). And I've never feel loving anyone like this other than him. Which of course he is Muhammad Firdaus. He is my Muhammad Firdaus.
My heart's always with you now..
And that's the reason.
And that's the reason. A picture speaks a thousand words. It's sad to actually think and keep thinking over it like I'm the guilty one. Cause I'd end myself up thinking nonsense then I'd get mad and would find trouble with him. I wish to get over it like I've told him but it's way too difficult then I ever thought before. I know it's hurting him to see me in this situation, but it's killing me. Oh Allah, please help me through this pain. I really don't wanna lose him cause he's the only one who managed to re-open up my heart and let me fall in love again (which I believe he's not like any other guy I knew before). And I've never feel loving anyone like this other than him. Which of course he is Muhammad Firdaus. He is my Muhammad Firdaus.
