Nearing.

Happy 22nd anniversary dearest Mama & Ayah! You both were the
best any other children could ever have. I love you both till my
last breath.

I don't really understand of my own feelings. Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm not. How? Kill myself? Take some drugs? Slash my hand? HAHA! Merepek kay like that. There’s no way I’m gonna do such thing.

And can people around me don't get anymore cruel by reminding me of the date. Even my pass concession plays evil with me; valid till 6 January 2009.





Or maybe I’m like this is because the day is drawing near.



He didn’t realise that, just that.

I gotta act strong even though I know I'm not..