Oh my Dearest Love.

38.5 degree,
still doing usual tough training
and completed 15km run
without eating a proper meal
all in a day.

Tell me how can I not worry?

He planned to seek the doctor after his NAPFA test which is tomorrow. He's strong so I believe he can do it which if he fail, he can only book out on Saturday instead of Friday.

Oh Allah, please help him through.

Muhammad Firdaus, I know I cannot be there to take care of you but my heart's been with you all along to help you through. So I just gotta wish you all the best in everything you do.

Yeah it tears me up..