Today is our day and you’re not here with me yet again. But even though you’re away serving the nation, still you could make me feel that I’m important by contacting me every single day without fail be it during your free time, your lesson time, your curi-curi time and your bed time, already makes my everyday.

And because you’re Muhammad Firdaus, the man I’ve been with for 4 months and that only man who understands me what love means and because I believe that your love is true makes me loving you more than I love myself.

I know we’ve been bad these days and I’m the cause for everything. So now it’s my turn to let you hear to this song which means a lot to me. Here is for you Muhammad Firdaus.


But before that, pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease, pause the song at the top first. =) Then play this video.



It's so hard to say that I'm sorry
I'll make everything alright
All these things that I've done
Now what have I become, and where'd I go wrong?
I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take
back all of the mistakes
But I will try
Although it's not easy
I know you believe me
Cause I would not lie
Don't believe their lies
Told through jealous eyes
They don't understand (I'm sorry)
I won't break your heart
I won't bring you down
But I will have to say

Happy 4th monthsary, baby!