But that boy didn't know that he's being at worst and useless to ask that girl such question when actually 'worst and useless' had never came across that girls' mind about him.

And that boy still wouldn't know anything about it until he gets to that girls' blog during his weekends. Hehe.

If you still don't get what I mean, I am that girl, Muhammad Firdaus is that boy. =)

Alright. Let me do a public confession.

I've got the world sweetest, loving, caring, cutest, thoughtful, respectful, trustworthy boyfriend. You just name it, Muhammad Firdaus got it.

He told me, "You're a perfect girlfriend any other guy would ever want", when actually he is the bestest boyfriend any other girls would ever die for! Oh nope, I'm never gonna give him away to other girls, of course. I don't want other girls to feel how I feel having him as a boyfriend, even if it's only an inch. I know I'm very selfish.

Well that's me when it comes to love. I don't share my love to any guys just like that. Muhammad Firdaus win my heart, he get's it wholely. =)

Indeed Muhammad Firdaus is perfect.

He don't boast around. He don't lie. He don't play around. He don't do things that I hate. He takes good care of me even though he wasn't there physically. He never fails finding some time for me just to make me feel complete even if he's having his lesson for his NS training.

He is a total different from any other boyfriend. These are tiny little things that makes me love him even harder.

Sometimes I'd get jealous seeing couples walking to and fro, eating lunch together and even study together in the past. I learned that I am not jealous anymore now cause we have our own way. Of course he's not by my side but I've got his heart with me the whole time.

So to the girls who always-scared-their-boyfriends-would-run-away-so-immediately-grabbed-their-hands-and-smile-just-to-make-me-jealous-because-they-got-boyfriend-with-them-while-I-don't, please, have my honour, do it more. HAHA!

I know I've not been praising about him to my friends. I don't wanna make my friends envy me. The most I did was telling some updates about him to them. Nope, not even when we fought. I never share any of our problems with my friends. Cause I believe we make mistakes, we'll solve it and make things right by ourselves.

As you all know we call ourselves Tom and Jerry. Unlike the real Tom and Jerry on some of the episode, the difference of me being Jerry and he's the Tom is that, Jerry don't go to Spike to get help. I once told him, "If you ever were to hurt me, I shall get help from Spike", which of course, Spike is my friends. But I've never do it and I hope I won't do it at all.

Baby, as to all I've said above, Allah knows I'm being true. I love you wholely. I love you deeply. I love you harder. And I totally can't wait for the 3rd of June for spending more time with you.

I'll wait until the end..