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Muhammad Firdaus: Hello.. Sorie to disturb.. Can i have the permission to still love u even though as a fren? Im really sorie..
Radin Shazwani: Hello! Oh. Then should i ask permission from you too? Cause i cannot stop loving you. I'm very sorry. =(
Muhammad Firdaus: Its ok.. Im really sorie tis happen..
Radin Shazwani: Then one more thing. Pls allow me to still put up our picture on my facebook, my laptop desktop, my phone wallpaper. And when the time is right, i'll delete it all away. Tell me if you got someone new to avoid misunderstanding. I'm just not ready for all these so pls allow me.
Muhammad Firdaus: Ya sure.. I still put our pic as my hp wallpaper..
Muhammad Firdaus: Hello.. Sorie to disturb.. Can i have the permission to still love u even though as a fren? Im really sorie..
Radin Shazwani: Hello! Oh. Then should i ask permission from you too? Cause i cannot stop loving you. I'm very sorry. =(
Muhammad Firdaus: Its ok.. Im really sorie tis happen..
Radin Shazwani: Then one more thing. Pls allow me to still put up our picture on my facebook, my laptop desktop, my phone wallpaper. And when the time is right, i'll delete it all away. Tell me if you got someone new to avoid misunderstanding. I'm just not ready for all these so pls allow me.
Muhammad Firdaus: Ya sure.. I still put our pic as my hp wallpaper..
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I thought he'd be happy this way. I don't care if I'd get hurt so deep. I just want him to be happy. Cause I know, being in a relationship with me hurts a lot. I tend to scold him even if it's just a minor mistake. So letting him go is the best way.
I am not getting any better but I'm still trying. I am scared to go out. I am even scared to watch Tom & Jerry cartoon.
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me..